I wish I could get drunk without severe depression kicking in. I miss alcohol being my escape. I know that's not sensible or productive, but I miss having an escape.
I feel sick, and I'm so tempted to make myself throw up again. Bingeing and purging - what a great habit to get into considering my (so called) best friend is a (so called) recovering anorexic bulimic.
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- Katie
- My name is Katie, I'm a twenty-something Londoner and student occupational therapist. I haven't figured out any more than that yet.
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2 comments:
Thank you for the sweet comment you left on my blog!
I can really (REALLY) relate to wanting some kind of escape...it's really hard to resist the temptation of things that you know will provide some sort of short term relief. I try to keep reminding myself that yeah, the key words there are SHORT-term.
Hang in there...sending love and strength your way xxx
You're definitely right about short term being the key point/problem. And you're welcome, I think you're doing amazingly well and you have such a good attitude :)
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